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Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Day 679

Its been, an emotionally roller coaster of a week. And hence the gap. Somehow, over the events that have preceded over the last couple of years, its somehow made me feel hurt. Whatever has happened, whatever is happening and whatever will happen will be something i will deal with. As of now, i dont have a choice. But i can not forget the fact and neither should some of you who know me, that i am a human being. I have the right to be hurt. With all the events, i have a right to feel low and miserable at times as well. Some of you may say that they can understand and move on and so on and so forth. But the fact of the matter is that, do you REALLY understand ? Does anyone of you even know what it feels like to be in my shoes ? Has anyone even cared to acknowledge my emotions ? Well, i see just about a handful of people nodding in yes. And hence i will not discuss this with anyone whose opinion is just some herd mentality.
With Diwali coming up next week, this week and next is going to be lots of events and fun and frolic in our office. We have all been given tasks to decorate the office, organize games and importantly, have fun. Of course work should not get hampered but its all a principle of work hard...party harder.

And with a new set of analysis given to me, i have slowly started to get a hang of it and am doing the task with lesser errors than last time. By next week, i should get the hang of it and do it with zero percent errors.
Last Friday night, i saw The Three Musketeers released this year in 3D. The effects were good. But it has not been true to the original classic written by Alexander Dumas. But its worth a watch. I also saw Super 8 on Monday Night which was just, i would put it, a more intense version of ET with a lame ending. Planning to see another couple of movies on DVD this week and maybe a couple in the theatre.
This Saturday was almost a holiday for us. We had a Garba (One of the traditional State Dances of Gujarat) where a huge circle of people dance around a holy Decorated Clay Pot. Since i have always had 2 left feet, i just sat in a corner and watched people dance. And of course, took video shoots and pictures.
When my boss saw me, he immediately ordered me to take the memory cards of another couple of guys who were shooting and video edit all the clips and make a single film.
Now i have never done this before, so its another challenge, which i am more than happy to take it.
Of course with the event taking nearly half of the day, no one was in the best of moods to work. So the efficiency was at an all time low for a Saturday event day. But i am pretty sure the higher management would be aware of this.
Sunday morning was spent doing the usual. Newspapers, surfing the net. Went to this nice fine dining restaurant 212. Very nice pizzas and good desserts. 212 is actually the area code for New York City.
I thought of meeting up the 2 musketeers in the evening but was so sleepy that i ended up sleeping for nearly 3 hours in the afternoon after lunch. Was in no mood to drive and all i did was just watched tv and surfed the net.
Monday morning onwards was back to routine work. I also happened to speak to someone who wanted me to just go through a concept called Law Of Attraction.
Its an interesting concept and if anyone of you has the time, why dont you just click on the URL below and take a few minutes off and read about it.
Who knows, it may even help you get an alternate insight to certain unanswered questions you may have.

http://www.everydayloamagic.com/

I will end this blog with some beautiful words written by John Lennon.
And its for my beloved.



All my little plans and schemes
Lost like some forgotten dream
Seems like all I really was doing
Was waiting for you
Just like little girls and boys
Playing with their little toys
Seems like all they really were doing
Was waiting for you
Don't need to be alone
No need to be alone
It's real love
It's real, yes it's real love
It's real
From this moment on I know
Exactly where my life will go
Seems that all I really was doing
Was waiting for love
Don't need to be afraid
No need to be afraid
It's real love
It's real, yes it's real love
It's real
Thought I'd been in love before,
But in my heart I wanted more
Seems like all I really was doing
Was waiting for you
Don't need to be alone
No need to be alone
It's real love
Yes it's real, yes it's real love
It's real, yes it's real love..

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