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Saturday, May 14, 2011

Day 525

There have been many events that have happened to me on Friday the 13th. Getting near fatal electrical shocks, loosing trace of car and the driver for a few hours, someone dying in the family. List could go on. Yesterday, was no different. The blog that i had written on Thursday night suddenly vanished. In the morning i had gone to the bank along with Scrooge to collect some huge cheques for some of mum's fixed deposits and we were short payed. I also had to be prepared for one of the most emotionally taxing moments for today. Its just that all these ordeals happened one after the other that one felt very dejected. Chaitanya had come over to my place to stay over for a very crucial moment of my life that was going to take place on Saturday morning. I will not go in to the details because it involves emotions of another person. But, again, people who know me closely, know exactly what i am referring to. Today, was a very emotional moment for me. I was, definitely, not in the best of spirits. After the ordeal in the morning, i went to drop Chaitanya and he was trying to give me some pep talk, but somehow, my thoughts were still in some other place. Then i met up with the Fat Guy and my mood, was more or less the same. In the evening, Mama wanted to have dinner with Scrooge and me and even he tried to give me some Pep Talk. I totally acknowledge, appreciate and respect your kind thoughts and words. Everyone. But i need my time and my space to deal with it. What i am going through, you guys are not, so no matter what you say, you still arent in my shoes. I will deal with these things in my way, at my pace and at a time i feel its appropriate. I am humbled at the kind of emotional support i have got from a few people and i am thankful for that. But i would be appreciate if you can give me the space to do my own soul searching and provide support in certain decisions i take in life.
I do not wish to add anything more than that.
And for my true love...the hopeless romantic in me never dies...

Take this kiss upon the brow!
And, in parting from you now,
Thus much let me avow-
You are not wrong, who deem
That my days have been a dream;
Yet, if Hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,
Is it, therefore, the less gone?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.

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