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Monday, January 17, 2011

Day 406

I had a lot of Mixed feelings for a monday. I thought that since i was much ahead of work schedule for the week, i would have it easy. But i was wrong. There was an unusually high volume of back end systems work load due to which the expected work for the day was almost two folds a normal working day. So i am somehow, 1 day behind schedule. But, what me worry ?
I will still leave home on time and will do only that much work which i can do within my work hours. BPOs have some work hazards.Some, i have to live with, and some of them i choose not to live with. Working after shift is one of those hazards, i strongly, chose not to live with.
Coming back home, i picked up my best buddy chaitanya on my way back home as he had some work south side of the town. Fortunately all of it got over much sooner than we expected. Then we headed further south towards VT station to buy some Anti Virus CDS. And got a good deal.
Then the great mom calls. She doesnt want(As usual) to eat at home and wants to grab something at govindas at the isckon at town. So i gave up and ate some yummy pizzas.
Picked some grapes on the way back home to munch.
Its kind of late, by my standards, so i will just have a quick shower and hit the sacks.
So despite being a bad start to work, the end was worth it. You could call it, a reward well deserved.
I, so wish, i could write more. But the mundane life that i am leading, limits me to what i can write.
I could easily fictionalize a few things, here and there, but that would destroy the whole purpose of writing a blog.
In a very true essence, for me,  a blog is a medium, mostly for reserved people like me, to vent out their feelings. Which otherwise, we would have never done.

There is always a sense of loneliness, which no ordinary person can fill the space. That space, there was a time, when someone special filled it. Since that space, has been void, i so long wish it was filled back.
Wish it was filled back with the same person who left it void.
And i am so hoping and so praying, and against all hopes and against all stumbles, i am just wondering..when will that day come...when we shall be together again ???

And to sum up my feelings...

When we two parted
In silence and tears,
Half broken-hearted,
To sever for years,
Pale grew thy cheek and cold,
Colder thy kiss;
Truly that hour foretold
Sorrow to this.

The dew of the morning
Sank chill on my brow
It felt like the warning
Of what I feel now.
Thy vows are all broken,
And light is thy fame:
I hear thy name spoken,
And share in its shame.

They name thee before me,
A knell to mine ear;
A shudder comes o'er me
Why wert thou so dear?
They know not I knew thee,
Who knew thee too well:
Long, long shall I rue thee
Too deeply to tell.

In secret we met
In silence I grieve
That thy heart could forget,
Thy spirit deceive.
If I should meet thee
After long years,
How should I greet thee?
With silence and tears....

Good night!!! :(

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