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Friday, December 31, 2010

Day 389

The last day of the year. I could barely get 3 hours of sleep last night. Reason, i was down with a major cold and blocked nose. It was painful waking up at 3 AM to go to work and, honestly, i was in no mood to go to work today. But i did go to work, nevertheless, and ensured enjoyed work. I didnt have major workload but, still, i decided to sit in a little extra so that the next few days can go seamlessly. I had a nice early lunch / real late breakfast at McDonalds. Sent the year's final reports to my managers and then came home straight. I surfed the net for a while and for almost 90 minutes, was chatting with a close friend from up North. Really opened up to that person and i believe, our friendship has gone to a different and a more deeper tangent.

I slept for an hour or so in the evening so that i could be more fresh for a nice dinner with the 2 musketeers.
So, as i write, 2010 will come to an end. Like 2009, its been a very eventful year. I have grown much more as a person and have become much much more spiritually inclined than last year. The events that have taken place in my life in the last 1 year, the places that i wanted to visit for so many years of my life, the friendship with certain individuals that have deepened and strengthened more than last year and less than the following year, my feelings, emotions, ups, downs and just about everything...has made me so much more mature and calmer.
They say, ring out the old and bring in the new. With a new year, i hope and i pray that more than making new resolutions and not adhering to it, i make an honest attempt to be a more loving person than who i was last year. I pray that everyone gets their happiness or atleast has an option of pursuing it. I pray that, someone up there stays with me (Like someone up there has always been more or less) and someone out there has a change of mind and change of heart and everything becomes back to what it was before.
I can not change the past. Even if i had a time machine and even if i had the option to make changes, what was bound to happen, somewhere would have always happened. Thats how it would be. But i can surely make some radical and positive changes for the future.
I am just a speck in the universe and honestly, the only change i can bring upon right now, what i am capable of doing, would be to change my future and my outlook towards life. And hopefully everything will be positive in 2011.

Today i will put across 2 beautiful poems...of course for someone i love...to read....and hopefully feel...

The first one

I loved you; and perhaps I love you still,
The flame, perhaps, is not extinguished; yet
It burns so quietly within my soul,
No longer should you feel distressed by it.

Silently and hopelessly I love you,
At times too jealous and at times too shy.
God grant you find another who will love you
As tenderly and truthfully as I.


The Second one -- and this is what i sincerely and eternally hope....

Those lips that Love's own hand did make
Breathed forth the sound that said "I hate"
To me that languished for her sake;
But when she saw my woeful state,
Straight in her heart did mercy come,
Chiding that tongue that ever sweet
Was used in giving gentle doom,
And taught it thus anew to greet:
"I hate" she altered with an end,
That followed it as gentle day
Doth follow night, who like a fiend
From heaven to hell is flown away.
"I hate" from hate away she threw,
And saved my life, saying "not you."!!!!

Good bye everyone. Wishing you all a very happy new year and best wishes for a great 2011.

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